*sighs* It's has been a bad, bad week. Trying very hard to catch up on all the tutorials, but I just cannot muster the strength to do so. I feel tired almost everday of the week.

Had PE in the morning, then went to beany's house there to play basketball. That made me gave out whatever energy I had left. I don't know why, but I just feel so exhausted, feel so... lethargic. *sighs again*

I need someone to slap me real hard. And as quickly as possible. I need a dose of reality from someone. I need somebody to wake me up. I need people to push me around. I accepted going into AJC, hoping I would change into a better person (but NOT a mugger), but what change do I see in myself? All i see, is that I'm getting fatter, which is another god damn problem. Besides that, nothing, nothing at all. I'm still the same old me. No change. Playful, happy-go-lucky and whatever you guys out there call me. When I see my friends doing tutorials, i go: "hey man relax lah. why so kan chiong?"

I'm totally being owned.




















Somebody save me.